When Ivey was a baby, I literally had drawers and spaces in her closet labeled, everything had a space, a place. One special friend loved showing off Ivey's closet to newbies coming by for a visit. This level of organization mystified my friend. Secretly, I wanted to go back to haphazardness. Justifying why I did this is simple. At the time, I had friends helping me with my laundry, as were my mom and some night nurses. With so many people, I found it more efficient, for all of us, to label everything. No one had to search or guess where things belonged. This approach to find order has only amplified with time. I have come to accept that being Ivey's mom has brought out a controlling aspect in my personality. For the record, I have always found peace in order and organization. It could be described as controlling, maybe. Ivey ramped up my need for order. On her hard days, or in times leading up to what I know will be hard, my need for order raises it’s merciless head.
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I came across your beautiful blog and wanted to say hi. I have 2 sons born with cleft lip and palate. Your little Ivey is so beautiful and I love her name. You guys are such a beautiful family. And I love the music on your blog!
She is so beautiful!!! And, look at her up on all fours and crawling a bit!!! My heart is rejoicing for her!! She looks so happy in the video! Made me want to reach through the computer screen and tickle her sweet tummy, too!!
Your a sweet mama, Gwen!
I was loving the video of her working so HARD, go girl!! :)
I know what you mean, we take SO many movements for granted...I am so proud of her, pretty girly in pink!
We set NEW milestones when we have a special little one, and I think we do a way bigger dance when they accomplish it!!! :)
Dancing for you...and Ivey of course!
Liz