22 and 3/4th years. Every word, and more. We were told in the first 2 weeks after Ivey was born, in the midst of the chaos of her and having two toddler boys at home - that our marriage would likely end in divorce. Most special needs marriages do. Special needs marriages are a section of divorce happening at a higher rate than most- yet, overlooked by most. Still, someone felt compelled that we know that information during such a life altering time. It was an added layer we struggled to process, along with many other devastating blows. It scared us beyond belief. We were clinging to one another. Over the years, we have pushed the limits, the barriers. We have slept in the same bed, for weeks separated by miles and hospital walls, with nurses in the next room in the sacred walls of our home, and now, with our daughter tucked away in her own bed in our room. We have hung onto thin air at times. And, we have held on to each other. We were told in counseling, in our darkest days,...
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And Gwen, one day, I know that we will sit with our girls and we will have no logical explanation of why it is we found each other across the great divide, but we will marvel that we did and laugh and cry, and know that it was not by coincidence but merely God being anonymous and that we listened and heard His gentle whisper, despite overwhelming life circumstance, is a miracle that resides right alongside our little miracle girls.
Honestly, each quote that came up,quotes that are so absolutely near and dear to my heart, words that strengthened me during some of my darkest days, each quote I read,tears fell. Not tears of sadness but of joy, in the wonder of this day.
Miss Ivey, you ran your own race indeed and I cannot wait to see the rest of your beautiful journey unfold. Thank you for allowing me,allowing us, to tag along with you.
Love, Jill :)