A day or a week, it doesn't matter, it goes way up and way down within moments. And sometimes I really have to ask, is this normal? Does everyone taste the bitterness amongst the sweet like this? For the record, this has been Ivey's best summer. In her Life. Which also means it has been mine. One of MY happiest. Slow, steady...FUN...friends, beach, pool, spend-the-nights, swimming, play-dates, trips alone, trips with great friends. Time Home. Our Family. Together. No emergency rooms. No hospital over-nighters. The world started spinning slower this summer. Another change this summer was our nursing hours. Two nights a week we are on our own. No nurses. For the first time in six years... At first we were scared and intimidated of nights alone with Ivey. We sat watching the clock not knowing what to do with ourselves. It is a very weird feeling. Someone so small can bring out our biggest fears. In our world our nights revolve around our nurses in a perpl